"How can i go forward, when i dont even know which way im facing?"-John.L

So pretty much its been like 5 months since the last time i wrote here. Well i've moved to Germany, and its alright. I just get home sick alott! But about everything i said before about that guy markos, yeah we broke up. He just could handel it anymore...Pussy. But Whatever im over it by now, its been like 3 or 4 months since we broke up, but who's counting right? It was hard to get over, only because he left me for his ex, and it turned into this big thing, but its to long over story and i rather not go over it. But during those months, i actutlly found someone... You know when people say when you stop looking, you'll find someone, well its true I was going to go watch my sister michelle Graduate from text school in the air force, i only joked around with my mom that  i was going to find someone but i guess it sorta wasnt a joke because i did find someone And we talked for awhile and now were together. The only big problem we have is i live in germany and he lives in New Mexico sucks... I know! But were making it work, and im glade because im really happy. But anyways he's in the air force, hott, sweet, perfect..What else would i want right...? hehe. The best part about it is he has his shit together, but last boyfriend markos, well lets just say he def didnt. After i graduate from high school we sorta have this plain i go live with him, well we've been talking about it. And i hope happens, cause i see a futare with him Well back to germany.... I havent really gotten to see anything really yet, Like im still waiting to go to paris but it will happen, im sure of it. I just want it to happen, like NOW! haha. Well i gotta run, thanks for reading if anyone is reading this? hahaha.